Dawn & Rain’s Dedication

My little family

Whenever I stare at this photograph long enough, I start tearing up. No, really. Happens every single time. In fact, I’m trying to keep my eyes from staring at it too long right now.

Two weeks ago we dedicated our twins, Dawn & Rain, to the Lord. It was an emotional week for usThe in-laws (D’s parents) were in town to meet their grand children for the first time (it’s been a while since we spent time with them too!), there were gatherings of loved ones and friends here and there, even making DIY decorations for the party was a sentimental time.

The truth is, I panic sometimes. How are we to raise these two kids when we, ourselves, are just.. kids? But maybe it’s a good kind of panicbecause it makes us come to Him everyday with full awareness that we can never do this without an abundance of His grace, provision, and strength. He is the one who has given us these blessings, and He will be the one to enable us to take care of them. There’s simply no other way. It is in that note that we gathered a small group of our loved ones and friends (we wished we could have invited more!) to witness as we dedicated our dear Dawn & Rain to the Lord.

As Pastor Dave shared in his message that day, we’re dedicating them to the One who said, “Let the little children come to me.” (Matthew 19We may not have everything it takes to raise two babies at once, but we do have God with us in this journey, and He happens to love little children! Where else can we learn parenthood but from The Father Himself?

Photographs from the dedication are in my Facebook account, you can view them all here. Normally I’d dump lots of photos here, especially from an important occasion such as this. But today I feel like posting just one photograph, one that summed up the occasion for me: Me & my husband standing in front of the altar, beaming with so much joy, holding these two little humans with trembling hands, and dedicating them to the One who has entrusted them to us.

Made with love, DIY time!

Yesterday, we publicly dedicated Dawn & Rain to the Lord, publicly being the operative  word, because we’ve already dedicated these babies to Him right from the time we knew they were conceived. And while I’m still sifting through the gazillion photographs, here are a few shots from last Friday, the day before the event, when my dear friend Mae and I went on a DIY frenzy! (She was also the one responsible for the prettification of our baby shower.)

DIY Party Decors

DIY Party Decors

DIY Party Decors

Buntings, paper pompoms, cupcake toppers, personally designed cards, check! Thank you Mae, for all the help and all the love.

And thank you Hey Kessy for making these cute washi tapes and paper straws available here in the Philippines! It’s not the first time I ordered from them, and I’m always a happy and satisfied customer each time.

But of course the Thank Yous don’t end here. The whole event was just made with lovefrom Lola Amy’s best-selling candy corner, to Josiah‘s delicious food and ever-reliable catering service, to the support and love from our SBCC, CDMC, and TCC family and friends.

Which is probably best described with photos, soon as I get them organized and uploaded.

For now let me just say, it feels good doing something you love (crafting) when you’re doing it for someone you love.

Is that why motherhood is so awesome? :)

3 months of la-la-la-love

Interrupting the 30 Days of Gratitude to give space for this special occasion: Our babies reaching their 3-month mark.

These photographs were taken the day we took them home. And I just love looking at this photo set because it reminds me how far God has brought us. I know that sounds like it’s been years when it’s only been 3 months.

Dawn and Rain

Dawn and Rain

Dawn and Rain

Dawn and Rain

Dawn and Rain

Dawn and Rain

Dawn and Rain

It’s amazing how fast babies grow in such a short period of time! D & R looked so tiny and fragile then—out 2 weeks short of their due. But now they’re chubby all over! And they’ve outgrown some of their newborn clothes too. I’m torn between wanting to see them grow further and wishing they wouldn’t grow up too fast.

x o x o

I’m glad we took photos of their nursery before the room stopped being a nursery and started looking more like their walk-in closet. I remember how it felt, hanging up those pink curtains, washing their first clothes, putting their crib together, obsessively disinfecting everything. Joy filled the house, and our hearts, as we waited for them to come turn our lives around.

Baby's Nursey

Baby's Nursey

Baby's Nursey

And now, 3 months later, life has been a riot, including our house. We took their crib out and is now right smack in the middle of our the living room, while the room which used to be their nursery becomes a storage room of their stuff. The whole house is their nursery, and soon we’ll be paying them rent.

I don’t mind. I don’t mind at all. :)

x o x o

Behold our first photographs as a family. How can one forget a day like this?

Home Sweet Home

Home Sweet Home

Home Sweet Home

So much has happened since that day, so many sleepless nights have passed, so much we have learned. To think we’ve only just begun.

Home Sweet Home

Happy 3 months, Dawn & Rain!
We feel so special for being blessed with such beautiful gifts. I wish you both know how much Mommy and Daddy love you both; someday, we’ll show you how much.

Slow it down, make it stop, or else my heart is going to pop

So one day we took a break from the usual white pambahay onesies and dressed the twins up for a photo op. I guess we were too excited to be stage parents we forgot that 3-week old babies (and prematures at that!) don’t exactly pose and intentionally smile for the camera.

So my husband and I ended up just watching them flail their arms, drool, and fall asleep in their colorful onesies and tiny ribbons while we went trigger-happy with our cameras. ‘Guess our babies are not ready for their modeling careers just yet. Haha.

I’m sooo in love!

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It Felt Like Christmas Morning

I remember that day we took our babies home. My husband and I sat at the back of the car, carrying Dawn & Rain in our arms like two kids who just received their most precious Christmas gifts. First-time parents, we each held one baby ever so gently, a little unsure if we’re doing it right. They’re so tiny.. and beautiful.

I couldn’t remember ever being handed blessings more precious than these. I seriously don’t know what God is thinking when He thought of entrusting us such beautiful gifts, but ok Lord, we’ll take it, thank you. (Also I don’t think I’ll ever stop saying the word “beautiful” at the thought of our twins.)

Just marking that moment nowbecause it’s one of those moments you’ll never ever want to forget.